Repercussions

I've been dealing with an extreme amount of repercussions for all of my travels because of where I've been, where I am going and who I am going with, especially from my recent trip to California.

For the record, I am 100% single...I go on dates but am upfront about my intentions. I am not tying myself down now nor do I plan on it until I get back from Germany. But apparently with me leaving, the radar in guy's brains says, "Invade her life, drive her nuts". I can guarantee if I weren't leaving for 3+ months, half the guys in my life would be ignoring me. Some guys are okay with me leaving but I've been on trips before with a boyfriend back home and it has never worked out because I had started dating the a VERY short time before I'd leave (less than a month before the trip). It's different if you have dated them maybe 4 or more months before a big trip but it's different with every person.

I went to California to visit my best FRIEND. Yes, I have guy best friends, 5 to be exact. I grew up with 2 brothers, played basketball and soccer on all guys teams, and was mostly raised by my dad until I was 8. I cannot help that its easier to make friends with guys then psychotic girls who just bitch and make me feel like I need to bitch and gossip just to fit in.

Some people in my life constantly remind me why I don't like to be in 1 place for too long or else I get very annoyed. I need breaks every now and then. I've only been back in Florida for 3 days and I already can't wait for Germany. My mom wants me to start packing and I think that's what I'm gonna do to get my mind off the drama.